blood all over the toilet bowl, getting out of breath time after time. its like you could feel your heart pumping so hard that every part of your body becomes cold and numb. its like the death god is standing right in front of you, yet you cant see it. at that moment, the first thing that came into my mind is 'her'. how i wish she is just beside me right then caring and comforting, at least i'll feel more relax. but things always dont go the way you want. i miss her so much.


i sense my health is really failing on me. but it doesn't matter anymore. after this incident, a lot of things went through my mind. this is the darker side of the world. cold, selfish , cruel. you cant depend on anyone. only you can help yourself. at least after this, its makes me a stronger person, gives me a stronger mind and most importantly, a stronger heart.

Ken Lim
23 years old

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