TOTOTOOTZ
Wednesday, 4 August 2010
800 years since i blog .. i hope this has become a forgotten blog so no one would bother to read it .

its my last night in hospital .. life with cruthes sucks. no drinks anymore for the month.
well, these 3 days in hospital , have been thinking a lot .. bout friends, bout love , bout one nights , bout relationships...

well , you said you would come to accompany me during my stay in the hospital .. but last min .. you say you helping your friend with some kind of job . well, is it really so important.. maybe if there's really love .. you would have chose to be by my side ... all i need is someone there to accompany me when im at my lowest point . but you were nv there.. instead .. its always someone else. i really dont know why my heart beats towards you , always thinking of you , always prioritying you even u dont know .

maybe all these should stop , i really should come back to my senses already .. if you're really the one .. you wouldnt have stop contacting me for so long . so, your last chance is sunday. if you still fail to keep up to your promises.. maybe youu wouldnt hear from me anymore.

is there anyhow out there knows how i feel ? why do i even wanna go through all these.



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